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Monday, November 17, 2014; 5:41 AM
Bismillah...
I can't help but post it here. 2 days before my final exam. Stress. Memang stress. Bukan aku sorang je yang rasa benda ni. Tengok kawan2 lain pun sama. Dan mula la buat benda bukan2 or jadi gila kejap ke. Kadang2 tu, ada jugak rasa keseorangan, tapi bila tengok kawan2 lain pun gila, aku sedar, aku bukan keseorangan. haha Ambik medic stress? Erm..Not really. Yang stress bila exam je senanye. hik3. Of coz I'm talking about life as a student. Excluding the life as a doctor. Medic is interesting. Yang tertekannya adalah exam. Lagi2 final exam kan. after this very long journey, 6 years of studying medicine. Bosan kaaaaaannn. Asal buka post aku je, mesti cerita pasal stress. Haha! Sebabnya kadang2 tu stress and luahkan la kat blog ni, rasa lega sikit. Second reason, supaya beberapa tahun akan datang, bila aku buka balik blog ni, dan aku baca, aku sedar, apa yang aku kecapi, bukan senang, bukan mudah. It needs a lot of hard works and persistent. Supaya aku akan terus kuat.
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Kadang2, kita tak perasan, kita dah terbuat orang terasa. Kadang2 kita buat biasa je, tapi oran tu terasa. Kadang2, orang yang terasa tu adalah aku. Kadang2 tu, ada juga terasa dengan kawan2. Not sure either I should tell them or not, that what there are doing hurting me. Tersepit antara nak jaga hati orang dengan hati sendiri. Entah lah. Most of the time, I just keep it by myself. Pujuk hati, cakap biar je lah. Xpe lah. Sikit je tu. Okaaayy. But the truth is, aku terasa jugak. Ok, semoga Allah menjaga hati ini. Ameen.
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Pasal stress, aku sangat2 jarang cakap kat keluarga aku. Ataupun boleh cakap tak pernah. Aku lagi suka cakap kat kawan yang aku percaya. Mungkin sebab aku tak nak tunjuk yang aku stress depan keluarga aku. Mungkin aku nak tunjuk yang aku kuat. Aku tak nak tengok ibu ayah sedih. Haih. Even, sebenarnya, ibu ayah dah terlebih dulu melalui alam pelajar di universiti. Pastinya ibu ayah faham. Tapi aku tetap mahu sorokkannya. Some of my friends are very good in giving advice. Bila bagi nasihat tu, rasa lega sikit. But yeah, aku ni kadang2 jenis nak kena bagi peringatan selalu. Tapi kadang2 orang tu xselalu ada dengan kita. Allah kan ada? :') But I'm very thankful and appreciate that some of my friends are so concern with me. Thanks! :') 2 hari lepas, I have severe mental break down. Sampai tak boleh nak study. Last2 tido. Seyesly, blog aku agak negative. Tak elok untuk tatapan budak yang baru nak ambik medik. hahahaha. I am a positive guy. Tapi dalam blog ni, aku kadang2 negative gak la. Well, it's nothing wrong with stress, right? It is not so negative. It just part of life. Next time, I try to post with positive things. hik3. #prayfornua |